5.Trials And Tribulations

I tried to keep all of my problems locked up inside a crowded
tomb,
why should I show any feeling when my opinion's exiled to the
shelf?
I've forgotten myself, don't want nobody's help
I'm too tired to think, to breath, to just be, as long as you
know this is the real me

Am I just a test?
I confess, my concern is my hell

No way, how does this all fit?
I didn't see what was happening, drown my pain with a glass
tonight, I reach to keep what makes me alive,
No way, how does this all fit?
I didn't see what was happening, drown my pain with a glass
tonight, I reach to hold what makes me alive,

Down I go into black holes to find what I am looking for on
endless roads,
I walk in a haze, I try to stay to my own lanes, I'm too tired
to think, to breathe, to just be, when will I crash and burn to
sleep?

Am I just a test?
I confess, my concern is my hell
the way I see it I've got two choices,
to win or to fail


No way, how does this all fit?
I didn't see what was happening, drown my pain with a glass
tonight, I reach to keep what makes me alive,
No way, how does this all fit?
I didn't see what was happening, drown my pain with a glass
tonight, I reach to hold what makes me alive,

Every corner I may take always leads me back this way,
I see now its crystal clear, what I hear is what I fear


No way, how does this all fit?
I didn't see what was happening, drown my pain with a glass
tonight, I reach to hold what makes me alive,
No way, how does this all fit?
I didn't see what was happening, drown my pain with a glass
tonight, I reach to hold what makes me alive